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29 September 2013

M Going Back

Celoteh Aku MamaGlam at 12:09 AM
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Yeppy... akhirnya dapat balik Sabah. Walaupun bukanlah balik kampung sendiri. Atleast dekat la jg kan. Boleh balik drive sendiri kan.

MamaG memang teruja, happy dan risau. Huhuhu risau la pulak. Apa hal kan.

Believe it or not, mamaG tak pernah rasa kehidupan di Sabah. Sabah dan Semenanjung was totally diferent. Lifestyle, infrastruktur dan life cost.

Since mamaG dihantar famili belajar di tanah Malaya ni, most of my life adalah di tanah malaya ini lah. Dan jarang blik kg. It's not like mamaG dah lupa diri, xnak balik kampung sendri, dah senang or else. Cuma bagi mamaG mungkin sebab Allah swt dah tetapkan takdir mamaG rezeki di tanah melayu ni.

Even mamaG cuba utk blk ke Sabah, cari kerja di sanah, still rezeki yang Allah swt takdirkan berada di tanah melayu ini. Sehinggalah saat ini.

Dengan perpindahan ini, mamaG menganggap dan terima ianya adalah panggiln Allah swt utk pulang kepangkuan keluarga, mencari rezeki di tanah asal usul mamaG. Dan mamaG bersyukur sangat2. Akhirnya doa mamaG, bapa dan mak serta adik2, nenek dan makcik2 mamaG, kawan2 baik mamaG di sabah, dimakbulkan.

Syukur alhamdulillah.

Disebabkan hati menangis, jadi no further words from dis entry. Kita sambung next entry.

28 September 2013

Tired Of Sadness

Celoteh Aku MamaGlam at 11:27 PM
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M tired of sadness. This is hard. It's keep on going. Sadness that against the happiness.

I use to make others happy, laught and inspired the to seek happiness n live like there's no tommorow. See others smile make me feel healed from my scars that hurt me much in my past.

It's not that i cant let go my past. It's just that i cant forget what i've been through. Even i try harder to forget it. Wash away and flush away those bad memories i had before. But i couldn't.

Emotionally hurt. A Deep scar that hard to heal.

I dont think i can endure the sadness anymore like before. I dont think i've strength to overcome it anymore.

I hate this feeling.

You Are...

Celoteh Aku MamaGlam at 10:08 PM
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When he accepts my life when i tell him that i love him...
I confidently said that i wont need anything else...

But my greed grows,
And i ask for more...
But i think about you all day...
I get jealous, i get scared.
I cant believe that you're smiling right next to me...

I just love you so much.
It's just too much for me...
I cant sleep thinking that i will lose this...

Love

Celoteh Aku MamaGlam at 9:08 PM
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I thought love was giving up half of yourself and filling it up with her half...

I was afraid of love because i was ashamed of my dark and gloomy half.

I finally realized taht love is two incomplete halves coming together.

Love is a wind-up clock...
When it's new, it will give you the exact time.
When the time passes and you forget to wind the springs...
The clock will break and stop.

To Understand Some one...

Celoteh Aku MamaGlam at 7:04 PM
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To understand someone...
There is something that you will never understand....

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